Explosions a la surround-sound

So proud of all my Hudson kids. Congrats!

Must write essay on action vs. being a la final play. Grrr.

Tiiiiiiiiired. Strangely sleepy.

Writing more, thank God.

Need St. Rita's intercessions. I'm thrilled for...but strangely disgruntled...not for the thing gained, but rather...oh, in utter confusion. Bridesmaid syndrome, I think - just stupid and I need to sleep it off. I'd hate to become a third wheel: that's my greatest fear, I think. Because I can't stand myself this way since I'm so happy for real, so this...purile imbecility is even more greatly frustrating. Nnngh. Oh, to be of the Neverwhere and Everywhen!

I think perhaps I'll just go watch P&P with my cheetos and chocolate. St. Rita...play the bongos.

Mood: Odd, wilting - railing at such limpingness
Music: Dr. Zivago a la Miss Congeniality
Thought: Let it not be forgot that "I am an arse!"